crappy;

Without a doubt, this was definitely one of the worse weeks that I’ve ever experienced.

Absolutely no trace of planning was seen in actions performed and no thought given whatsoever to any effort put in.What’s the point of having to do extra stuff when you still have to do whatever else that is expected of you and not get compensated for it?

Irritated.

angst ;

angst Angst ANGST!

for the sake of things ;

There really hasnt been much to update in a manner of speaking. Life is mundane and routine at the moment. Mmm, going to be involved in NDP’09 this year which would probably take up much of the Saturdays of the coming months. Oh joy. As for my role, I have no idea yet.

Being in there has certainly taken a toll on everyone’s morale, not just mine. Though its like. Hey 7 months down, 17 to go!

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The best word that can be expressed right now

****!

broken strings ;

It probably has been a very long time since I felt this way. Not knowing what to do with life anymore.

For Posterity ;

Dual Screen Achieved!

Memory Lane ;

As of this moment, I’m flipping through my “scrap book”.

Or rather a scrap folder. With little bits and pieces of my secondary school life such as class and cca photos, little notes and such. I kinda have to, since I’m trying to apply to SMU (again). Taking a year of rejection isn’t easy, but let’s give them another $15 and try again eh? Apparently they need the ‘O’ Level cert and I keep it in that folder.

Of course, I procrastinated compiling all the needed documents and started flipping through the folder, kinda reliving each moment as I looked at each item. Certainly a sense of nostalgia there as you sit there, just remembering how each and everyone used to be like. All the way from Sec 1 to Sec 4. One of my thoughts were like “HAHA he or she used to look like that! Oh heck I used to look like that.” Then you’ll start rememebering bits and pieces of what they used to be and what they meant to you at that point of time. Among other things, you’ll also start thinking about the choices made then and how everything seems/doesn’t seem to match up at that point of time yet look so trivial now.

Having foreknowledge when you’re young would have been a great thing wouldn’t it?

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Rainbow ;

I was having a pretty screwed up day today. Details to not be stated. God knows who or what is reading this and I get charged.

Anyways the weather appeared to be reflecting my mood. It poured.

So anyway there was night’s out tonight, I headed home and spotted this huge crowd at the entrance of the MRT, camera phones out.

Apparently, a rainbow formed. I almost impulsively reached for my mobile before remembering there wasn’t no camera there anymore.

Is this a sign?

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Yay for GST credits! more tangible money! no more useless additions to PSEA!